There was no time for a relationship. Helen and I quickly came to an understanding. I would gladly give them a safe haven, but that was all they would...be getting from me. My mind was focused twenty-four seven, on bringing down our common foes. Sex or love didn’t enter into the bargain, and I steadfastly refused to allow myself to be distracted from my task.On the day I left the mountain to be closer to my enemies, Helen walked me to the pick-up. “Whatever you’re planning will be dangerous.. What else can I do? Mama can order me to do anything. Hercommands are magic. The shop had to be responsible for that somehow.Another flash of memory comes to me: "...you need to find Lola, likepronto, and do whatever she tells you..." I find it impossible to picturethe one who said that. She must be a monster that will kill me if I seeher, but this confirms that Mama's words are magic. Could she order me togrow up instead of down? Could she order me to be a man again? Could sheorder me to. When Hank was away on business, I’d watch it and use my favorite dildo. I’d be working myself to a dripping wet orgasm as Hank balled me on the TV screen.Last week Hank was away on business, so I decided to watch our video again. As I looked for the tape, I found another one in the closet that I’d not seen before. It wasn’t labeled so out of curiosity I decided to watch it.When the picture came up, I saw a close-up of a woman’s ass and her hands rubbing it. The shot pulled out as her hands. She bucked her hips as her orgasm started, his finger rubbing her asshole and his thumb probing her tunnel made her reach the orgasm that she had wanted from her husband but was unable to get. Waves of pleasure shot through her, converging in her lower abdomen. Her insides seemed to be convulsing in a blaze of lust and pleasure. She held her breath and then gasped over and over as the pulsing orgasm subsided and finally faded away leaving her weak and helpless. Kevin looked up into her eyes.