”Does this guy already have an attitude about me? He did not even smile when he greeted me.“I will order for you if that is acceptable.”“Sure...”“We will begin with salads with the house dressing, then we both will have the prime-rib cooked medium with the potatoes. Please bring us both tea with the meal and a glass of wine now. The house merlot will be fine,” dismissing the waiter.“Does that all suit you?”“I just don’t always drink so the wine might have been over the edge but the rest sounds. After I had taken a few more shots she asked I take some not showing her face. After Jean put back on her fleece and skirt and along the way I took some more shots at farm gates, sign posts and in the road when we crossed country lanes. On one farm there was a barn next to the path and inside a tractor was parked. More photos were taken around the barn and on the tractor, a few not showing her face. She then said she wanted to pee and went outside the barn taking the rucksack with her. A few. The unfortunate ones would have to have been put into straightjackets to keep them from hurting themselves. Some might not have been diagnosed quickly enough. Those might have succeeded in some form of self-mutilation. That was the real horror that the police report kept secret and that had bothered Gail so much — that they could be made to do want to do things like that to themselves.Everyone's worst nightmare is to be turned into the thing that they fear most. In this case, they had become. I need your help.” “Look I don’t know.” Katie was pouting as she wrapped her ankles around his neck and squeezed. “Look at it this way, who else can I ask?” It seemed as though she needed his help, at least this might give him some leverage. “Maybe we should talk in the cafe over another coffee.” “No I like you down there,” she smiled as she tried to rub her feet against his face. Okay, it gave him no leverage. He grabbed her feet and again started to massage them mainly as a way of controlling.