. She would come to my room and hold me and soothe me when I woke with nightmares during those first few months, while Mom was so deep in grief that s...e was dealing with her own feelings," he looked down and then wiped his eyes. "So Jan really pulled me through and I love her to death. And Cindy? She's just wonderful, you know. She's smart, and cool, and funny, and just great to be around. If you're worried about how I'll treat..." It's cool, Tom. I'm just happy that she seems happy to be with. ..apparently something is going on at work and he has to go there ASAP. First we talked if we should stay a bit and wait on him, he said that this will take some time...so we decided to go anyway after his persuasion that we should go without him, after all we don't have any other plans...So I dropped him at his work and then his mom moved to passenger from rear seat and we drove to race ground...We talked about my work, her work, some general stuff...her lips were so glossy and full...her. She spread it around as I did my best to shy away from her touch. She slowly began to push her finger into me, the strange sensations making me want to scramble away."God you're tight," she said as she got her finger up to her second knuckle. "Whoever gets you will love your ass."I gulped. I didn't know what she was talking about. I had lived a fairly sheltered life, but I knew what sex was. I was pretty sure by this time that that was what they wanted with me, but I didn't see what my ass. ‘Actually, no one’s heart has been broken.’ ‘I see. You’ve always been really devoted to your studies, ever since I first met you over a decade ago when your family moved in across the street.’ She shrugged. Something in her body language told me that she was hesitant to say something, that there was something she was holding back. ‘I hope I haven’t touched a nerve,’ I said softly and sincerely. Cassie shook her head, and a moment later finally looked me in the eyes again. There was an.