Engines, cars and caboose, along with brakemen, firemen and engineers ... in the river. The cars ... most of them in the main channel, anyways ... are...still there.Gathering that windfall of coal was the best excuse to swim in the cool, clear and clean blue tinted waters of the spring. It got the boys out of mom's hair and out of mischief ... idle hands being the Devil's Workshop.Besides, it cut down on bathwater.The day the mine closed, the men were greeted at the hoist entrance by the men in. The girls brought over some acoustic instruments and after the food had had a chance to settle, we went out to the "amphitheater" and built a nice bonfire and everyone gathered around while the girls played, everyone sang. There were a few times when we all just stopped and listened to the girls. It's no wonder they were so popular, and absolutely fun to be around. Not a hair of pretension amongst any of them.When the fire burned down, and eyelids began to droop we bid the neighbors good. With my hand I turned her to me and I confronted her, ’Do you wanna do things with me.’She said, ‘What?’And I said, ‘Look mami I know everything I know you are not happy.’ And by saying this line I moved closer to her and kissed her on the lips and it was not long that Shruti pushed me and slapped me hard on my face. I was moved from the place I was standing she had good power I thought. But then I noticed her face. Frightful anger was on the face. I was scared. And I said, ‘Mami…’She. I busied myself with the laundry and then cleaning the kitchen. When those printed words would not leave my thoughts, I scrubbed the floor by hand and then polished my wedding silverware. The printed words were not gone but in their place was shadowy images of what they represented.What the hell was wrong with me? I never advocated pornography as a means of sexual gratification. Hell, it demeaned and humiliated the fabric of our society - it also debased women!Oh sure, I was aware that John my.