I walk on the grass towards the pit. The moonlight bathes the backyard in its blue light. The oiled spit gleams on its iron supports over the charcoal...filled pit. Dad set it up yesterday, the kindling, covered by the charcoal, and the four long wicks of rolled cotton that sink to the bottom of the pit, to light it. In between the regular charcoal he mixed self lighting one, to make sure it will light up easily. I helped him set it up, another family tradition I could have done without. A can of. But, he thought, I have a defense against him. The Bishop wouldn't be very happy to hear that one of his shepherds was fucking the juvenile parishioners, either."Oh, Father. I have sinned." Vicki said in a quiet, nervous voice. "I have come to ask for forgiveness." How have you sinned, my child?" the monk asked, smiling inwardly because the girl must be nearly as old as he. He wondered if he was going to hear a juicy tale about getting fucked by her boyfriend. He wondered also if her boyfriend. I want to stay with Handor for all time." Susan, I have missed you but you are right. Living here would not work for two reasons. First, we wouldn't want to live without our Ti. Second, I would want at least a chance to be involved in governing at some time."Susan nodded. "I was sure of the second and hoped the first was true also." It is," I replied."Now," Sue said, "let's see if we can get you hard again because I want you in me one more time before you and Ti must return to your compound."It. I passed several people in the hallway and I wondered if looked to them like the slut I had spent the night being.It wasn't until I was in my room and looking at myself in the mirror that I realized that in my passion I had totally forgotten that I was unprotected.And now I was having to pay the price for that bit of stupidity.I did love Rob and I knew that he loved (or had loved) me and I hoped that love would be strong enough to keep us together. I knew it would take time and a ton of.