Sometimes those thoughts get … dirty. I ... oh God, maybe this is a mistake.”“Maybe it’s not,” I quickly responded, giving her leg a light s...ueeze, “I’ve had thoughts about you, too, Miranda. Thoughts I wouldn’t tell anyone else about.”“Except me?”“Except you.”“Then tell me,” she whispered, moving closer to me.That raised her tits out of the water. I tried not to stare. My neighbour’s hand was now stroking my thigh.“I dream about you, Miranda,” I told her, fingers stroking her leg in return, “I. " Very well," said Axel. "Take us in again and try to pick off any units screening the unknown."This time it was far worse. Thousands of kilometres away, the battered destroyer Hermes drifted. Her stern was heavily damaged from laser and kinetic fire. Her engines were dead.Just past her drifted the shattered hulk of the destroyer Bellerophon. Plasma fires flickered all over the ship, life pods and lifeboats shot from her damaged bays. Suddenly, the ship blew up with all the fury of an exploding. . again she was still slurring all her words and then Scotty slid his cock up along her asshole. I said wait a minute and poured some lube into my hand and massaged her asshole a bit and lid a finger in deep and then re applied it to assure she was well lubed and then without asking I poured some on Scotty's cock and massaged it back and forth a few times.Scotty looked at me and grinned and got really hard and I poured some more on my hand and rubbed it up and down the length of his cock again. I want love, and quality love. I want you, Mike, and only you," she said. I sat stock still as I listened to her. That's what this was about, listening to her. Did I believe her? Could I accept that she'd made the changes she was claiming she'd made? The bottom line was that it was a gamble, any decision I made was going to be a gamble on my part. Accept her words and try to rebuild our life together. Not accept them and maybe end up wishing I had forevermore, and, forevermore live jealous of.