.but to my surprise and delight he gives me a big wide grin) ohhh...hell...nooo...you k**ding ...(he chuckles) damn...I was just thinking the same thi...g but was afraid to bring it up! (we just look at each other a moment and then bust out laughing to relieve the slight tension) wow...I dont know what we were so worried about...i mean its no big deal right? we both jerk off...alot...grins..and not like we never been with another guy before....yes...exactly...(he smiles) and we are both so. It seemed so much easier that way, why connect yourself to someone, they always disappear in the end. I thought of when my father left and how my mother must have felt. I was too young to understand that he really wasn’t coming back. I unrelenting colored him pictures, tearing them out of my book and saving them in my dresser drawer until he came back, arms open for me. My mother knew the truth but couldn’t face it. She couldn’t bear to be the breaker of my heart. So instead, little by little. Trevor was a bit shorter than Nicolai, but much wirier, and clutched a knife. Both wore white tank-tops and camouflage jeans, and both had the same insignia tattooed on their shoulders, that of the Mafia, a curvy woman lying under crossed pistols and surrounded by the Biohazard symbol. Just before Nicolai had arrived, Trevor had cut her phone lines from the junction box, so even if she tried to call the police, it would do no good. Taking the container, Sonja smiled, ‘YA ne doma vse zhe,. Gulnaz kissed her husband goodbye as he entered the suite and then went out to seek his daughter to kiss her, who kept her usual pretence of mocking dislike of her mother's public display of love rubbed her mouth where she had been kissed making Gulnaz smile with love.As the car sped towards the hotel close to airport, her mobile phone alerted her about the incoming text. She read the text and her angelic face radiated with a loving smile. Gulnaz leaned back and closed her eyes. She relived the.