A couple months ago they moved back to my parents house while they find a new home to buy. My parents live an hour away from me, and last weekend the ...hole family decided to spend the weekend there for my brother’s birthday. He, his wife and two kids, my sister, her husband and my parents all were there. The first night was just a typical family birthday night. A big meal, a couple board games, catching up on everyone’s current affairs. Everyone changed into their cozy clothing after dinner,. . a big cock too!” I thought sourly.I was jealous of course; I was losing Jean, who I had always thought of as mine.Jean now spent all her time out and about with Jonny and her horse-riding became a thing of the past; her fine gelding Temple, left grazing in the meadow.But young Pearl found her sister’s romance so exciting, “Oh your so lucky Jean! How did you meet him? How tall is he? Have you kissed him yet?” Pearl enthused over it all with Jeany; but I felt left out in the cold.The first time. She came four times before I unloaded into her. It felt like I came more than before. It just didn't want to stop. We rolled to the ground and caught our breath.We hugged a while then she told me to be a good doggy and clean her up, and since I couldn't clean myself like a real dog she would clean me. so I straddled her head and dipped my head down to her freshly fucked pussy and looked at my first creampie. It was a sloppy matted mess of mixed dog and people cum creampie at that. I licked. Every episode will include one current fantasy/thought or action and one story of sissy fetish trigger events in my past so you get to know me and my thinking better from episode to episode. All of this is 100% real happened.Lets start now with the incident I had recently which made me start this diary. I was at home and of course I was dressed with painful bound testicles and clit, watched some sissy hypnosis videos with headphones on to organize my sissy hypno collection which is really huge..