”“Oh great,” I softly said, “why not kill me now as Hotel California is one of the coolest, but hardest songs to play on the guitar?”“We d...n’t have to start with that,” Paul replied. “We can uh, start with, Life in the Fast Lane, if you want. That’s a fun song to play and will give us a decent challenge. I’ll get it cued up here.”Paul hustled over to their system and inputted the time code for that song. “Oh, do you want to play Joe’s (Walsh) or Don Felder’s part? I’ll need to lower the effect. There’d be a whole lot less heartache for everyone if that turned out to be the decision that I had to make.Nadine’s car was a ten-year-old Hyundai. It ran good but had over a hundred thousand miles on it, and she’d bought it new! Put another way, Nadine did a lot of driving. Littleton was a couple of hours by car southeast of the Valley. There were maybe ten thousand souls resident in Littleton. It’d suited Nadine and me.We pulled up in front of the Pollards’ residence ten minutes early.. Perhaps the journey has taken only a few minutes, perhaps a few hours. It might have even taken days, but regardless of how long you spent walking, you don't feel the strain of walking on your body. You don't really feel numb, but its like all sensations are muted enough that you know what your SHOULD feel, but can't really feel it enough to affect you.Discouraged at your lack of progress in discovering anything new, you make a sudden stop as you begin looking around to pick another direction. Promise me that you will not be angry on me and you will tell me the truth…”Tumhari kasam aur tumhari is masti sic hoot aur in ras bahri chochiyon ki kasam… I will not be angry on you… you are my goddess now… how can I be angry on my goddess” he said and looked into my eyes.“Aaap….Aaap……” I stoppedTell me renu don’t hesitate, come tell me” my FIL said.Aaap mujhe chod the huye sangeetha ke bare mein soch rahe the na…” (Sangeetha is his daughter)My FIL looked into deep into my eyes for while and.