I ASKED WHY HE WAS HOME SO EARLY AND HE SAID HIS GF AND HIM HAD A FIGHT. I ASKED WHAT HAPPENED, ALL HE SAID HE WAS CURIOUS TO WHO ALL THE GUYS WERE TH...T ADDED HER ON FACEBOOK. SHE THOUGHT HE WAS BEING TOO JEALOUS AND THEY STARTED TO ARGUE, SO HE LEFT. I KIND OF FELT BAD FOR HIM, BECAUSE I GET REALY JEALOUS ALSO, SO HOPING TO PUT A SMILE ON HIS FACE, AS WE CHATTED, I SPREAD MY LEGS AND BEGAN TO FLICK MY BEAVER. HE NOTICED BUT CONTINUED TO CHAT, I FIGURE HE WASNT IN THE MOOD, FOR SEX, BUT IT WAS. She took a seat allowing me to look her over carefully. After she ordered her drink, she looked around the bar and smiled at me. I smiled back. When her drink came, I motioned her to come over and sit by me. As she walked across to my stool, I thought of all the clever things I could say to her. I settled for hi. We talked for a while and found we had a lot in common. We had grown up in small towns. We had experienced early sexual awakenings to our sinful difference. We had both gone to college. Am I bad, Father?" I asked making my voice husky and no louder than a whisper. "No, child. You need to ask forgiveness of our Father for your sins, and to ask for guidance in not repeating your sins," he said shakily. I smiled. I knew I was getting to him. ”But I’m not sorry Father. I love the feel of him inside me. I want it, I crave it, I need it. I know premarital sex is a sin as are carnal thoughts, but I just love it so much, I can’t stop thinking about it.” I could hear him shifting in. She called him."What's up?" he asked."Jake, I miss you."Jake rubbed his temples, "I miss you too, Hazel. But, we're not good for each other." You were good for me."Jake took a deep breath, "No, I wasn't." Jake, what's wrong with me? I thought we were pretty good together. Tell me the truth." The truth?" Jake asked doubtfully."Please," said Hazel. "I want to know." If I tell you the truth, I'm just going to sound like some horny frat boy trying to get into your pants." I know better," said.