I’d hide in my room and wonder, crying, asking myself why, how could you be so cruel to me? Mom and dad just said it was a boy thing, that you were ...rowing up. It was normal that you wouldn’t hold my hand when we walked anymore, that you didn’t want the other boys to see you with your older sister, that you didn’t want to play with me. I hated it. I wanted things back to the way they were. Mom and dad couldn’t understand how I felt. When we played family, you always had to be the husband and I. X: Motive Kim and Jack road to the scene of the fourth Lilith murder in Sam Hanson’s Cadillac. It was a brand new Catera Sport. Ebony on the outside, and charcoal soft leather on the inside. Jack sat in the back and rather liked the way it handled. Sam rambled about all the features and specifications and Jack wondered why he did not get to the more pressing business at hand. He soon got an inkling as Sam headed up Route 95. Jack had a feeling this was going to be a long ride. Sam filled them. "Can you do me a favor?" Sure." You can do anything you want to me - with me. I mean that. Anything at all," Patrick said. "But tonight, at least at first. I mean, ever since I laid eyes on you I've fantasized about they way it would be if I ever ended up with you. You have no idea how many times I've - well - you probably can guess what I do. Sounds stupid, huh?" No, I think it's sweet," Jack replied."Well, can I just do what I fantasized about right now?" Patrick asked timidly. "After. K., but as a woman?It's an entirely different world and I want some more of that, I have noidea how some natural born women can feel that and think it's bad."Marvin looked properly self conscious at the praise, but then answered,"Well, Wen' Some guys just don't know how to rock and roll. They justsort of go at it like their doing a chore and then fall asleep."Wendy thought about that and then remembered many of the guys from BillWilliams' own generation. 'Wham, Bam, Thankee, Ma'am was about.