When Chrissy began to speak, more that one jaw dropped in shock. Here was this girl not only revealing her fantasy, but also telling us how she fulfil...ed it as well. She explained that while growing up, her older brother was her idol. She simple adored him, and it was he who helped her get over her first love that went bad. She was a freshman, and he was a junior when her boyfriend jumped in the sack with her neighbor and she had found out. Totally crushed, she fell across her bed and was. ” I told her with a chuckle.“Oh, trust me, I’m a bit older than that. And don’t ask me how old I am, it’s rude asking that of a senior citizen like me.” She replied with a giggle.Laughing with her, I spoke. “When you talk about my path, it sounds like you know more about me than you’re letting on.”The smile she gave me was glowing. “You’ve experienced great loss in your life, Meredith. But I promise you ... The love you’ve lost; it will be replaced. But it will be with a different kind of love.. All of this grabbing and moving around caused one of her breasts and slip out of her halter and Matt teased the bare nipple and broke the kiss and bent his head forward and took her nipples between his lips and started sucking it. Janice's head went back and she groaned and her arms went around his head. Her legs were moving around and she said oh gawd!! Anne had been watching this last part bit now she stood up and moved around to the side of the bed and removed her shorts and tank top then. Something in him twisted at the sight of those tears. He always hated to make her cry."How can you ask that of me," she whispered, forcing air through the lump in her throat.His other hand came up to cradle her cheek. She closed her eyes, letting the tears slide down. She held his hand to her cheek, turning into his palm and pressing against it. His fingers gently stroked the soft face."You of all people should know that there's nothing to be done," he said softly. "It's only a matter of time.".