Wewrite each other back and forth for an hour, I found outhis name is James and he is 67 years old has beenretired from the movie industry for 17 year.... I finally ask him why he is looking for someone’s wifethat is in that age bracket? He writes me back and tellsme at that age a woman is in her sexual prime and caneasily be persuaded into trying new things sexually. Ihad to laugh to myself at that one, I told him that Jillwas very happy and that I would never have to worryabout her doing. I fall to my chair with my mind racing, "He can't do that can he, Kendra doesn't work for him?!?" I ask myself. "Fuck!" I say out loud. If he has the proper attorneys, he could do almost anything that he sets his mind to. I feel tears pricking at the back of my eyes. How will Kendra take this, is she confident enough with her new orientation to endure this battle? If I lose my job would our new relationship be strong enough to withstand it?I can't think, I want to go talk to my boss but don't. Tomorrow I would betwenty-five and I was not a girl. Sure, internally I knew I was awoman, but that wasn't what my middle school self expected. Then Ireread it several times. First it said "be a girl." Hmm, "girl" or"woman"? The writer in me decided that the word choice of a, (what wasI then twelve?), a twelve year old was a semantic problem. I didn'tknow back then that I should have said, "Identify as a trans woman." SoI penciled in an edit. Next I realized that "twenty-five" when used tomean. While I enjoy the mild winters of the Southeastern U.S., mainly because I can ride my Harley all year round, I think I’m leaning toward finding somewhere that offers the opportunity to enjoy a white Christmas, preferably a town where the electorate tends a little more toward Liberal Democrat.Liberal and Democrat are dirty words in the South since the passing of the Civil Rights Act of 1964. I think I’d like to try living somewhere my vote counts for a change. But as usual I started out keeping.