When they saw two ladies and the child the told us that we should close the cabin from inside as non bonfide passengers may enter the cabin and distur... us. As it was summer season and there was heat in the atmosphere we were taking plenty of water to quench our thirst. After some time Anu stood up and opened the door but after peeping outside the immediately shut it again. When we enquired the reason she said that she wants to pee desperately but the space outside the door is blocked by men and. I didn’t begrudge them that, but I felt some need to prove to them I had no similar intentions before things did get oppressive.THURSDAY, DECEMBER 27, 1990I had more time to process my thoughts, my emotions. I felt darker by the moment. I knew in the pit of my stomach that it was my fault. I hadn’t done enough to let her know I wasn’t going to leave her, and she’d taken her own life rather than get dumped. It was the dread gnawing at my insides all night. Sure, I had slept some. Sleep was my. He started slapping against me. The right side of my face was buried against the bed and I looked toward the mirror so I could see the whole thing out of one eye. I watched him put his middle finger to his mouth. He brought the now wet finger out and placed it against my completely vulnerable, hairless ass. I knew what was coming next and I couldnt wait. He ever-so-gently circled my asshole with his wet finger and in it went, slipping right up to almost the third knuckle. I gasped and could. I want that too,’ he said as he looked back up at her. ‘It is just that it seems like it is almost always the same. We kiss. We touch. We make love, always missionary. Usually you cum. I cum. We cuddle a little bit and then we go to sleep. It’s a little monotonous. I mean it’s good but yes, maybe a little boring. I’ve tried to interest you a few times in doing something different but it never seems to happen.’ Having gone into this with an open mind, Bridget tried not to take it as a criticism..