” I finally wound down from my spiel.Sally was silent for a minute or two then asked; “Where will you go? What will you do? When will you come bac...? If you’re gone, how will you know I’ve gotten better? Please don’t leave.”“To answer your questions, I will be right here in the city. I will keep working. I will not abandon you, I love you. I have to leave. Seeing you hurt like this is causing me so much pain that I am afraid that it will turn into anger. My mother has told me I could stay in the. Jennifer being Jennifer, she does what she wants, she withdrew her hand from under my dress, stroked my inner thigh then smoothed my dress back down to its original position. She stood up, pulled me to my feet then steered me away from the furniture to an open space of carpet."It's time for you to learn more about making love with girls," she said, "now I want you to undress me".This was a first and I was a little nervous. Moving forward, I gently pulled her blouse clear of her skirt's. "I did this?" I knew I hit her but Peter didn't tell me how bad it was, "Oh fuck!" Oh, Alex." She pretends to laugh, "You're so ... No, I was in a car accident. Last week." She twists her arm and I let her go, "As if I'd even talk to you if you hit me." She fake laughs again and hurries into the building.I broke her arm. A week later, her pretty face is still black-n-blue. I'm not an asshole; I'm not good enough to be an asshole.As soon as most everybody's inside, I smoke another cigarette less. "I have no remedy for you here!"Suddenly, the spectre of Carol's long dead spinster Aunt Mary appeared to crawl out of the chat show host's mouth as he pantomimed his technique, screeching and clawing her way through the pixels on the television's picture tube. "No..." Mary moaned. "You have no remedy for me at all!" Who do you think you are, entering my home this way?" cowered Carol."You knew me in life as your own mother's only sister," wailed the apparition."Mary? It can't be you! I saw you.