I made a concentrated effort to pull myself out of my memories and when we reached the restaurant, I managed to look, walk and talk as if I hadn’t b...en stuck in fantasies about completing what we’d started in his car. Walking into the restaurant I realized that the tall woman with the silver-blond hair standing in front of us, waiting for the head waiter to show her to her table, was actually Susan. ‘Hey, Susan!’ I said and touched her shoulder. With a jump she turned around with a question in. "So you're really gay?" I said staggering and staring at her, "I mean there must be lots of guys that are crazy about you."She looked at me with a cute smile. "Sometimes I forget how sheltered girls are before getting to college. Just because a woman is a lesbian does not mean she can't dress sexy or look feminine. You don't have to cut your hair and wear boots to be sexually attracted to other women. I'm glad you think I'm pretty though, that is a very good place to start."We ordered some ice. "It was really hot though," she added and began kissing my sweaty back. Needless to say dinner that evening was awkward to put it mildly and my mother seldom made eye contact with either of us. Nick observed this and leaned over to us when she had left the room and asked: "What the fuck did you do to your mother?" It was Lily who answered now that she Nick were so intimate. "She walked in on us eating each other out," she said with a wicked smile curling up the corners of her mouth. "Holy. “Fantasising about fucking your little girl is one thing – but reality is going to blow your mind.”“Are you serious?” I asked, incredulously.“Oh, I’ve never been more serious in my life, mister. Close your eyes, and get some rest. We’ve got some big plans to make.”Part ThreeHow are you supposed to slip back into your usual life when something extraordinary happens to you?It's a simple enough question. When your world changes, how are you supposed to change it back? How, for example, do you fuck.