Without legal papers, I couldn’t even apply for federal student financial aid. And that sucked. You’ve got no idea how frustrating it has been for...a brilliant young man like myself. Between 2007 and 2009, I authored nearly two dozen books and published them through a small, independent print-on-demand publisher. Many of my books are to be found in the African-American fiction section of the Brockton Community Library. What did I write about? Oh, simply what I know. I’m a bisexual guy coming. I know it's wrong.'"Yes Brian, it is wrong." As she spoke, her breathing began to quicken and she folded her arms tighter across her chest.'Marilyn, ' I said softly, 'Relax. Unfold your arms... and relax. Go ahead, unfold your arms and put them at your sides?'"... Why?" she asked breathlessly.'Because I've looked at your beautiful breasts so many times without you knowing it... I thought... I thought that... I mean I'd like you to know what it feels like to know a man, that's not your husband,. She was 29 and had a body that was ten years younger. She'd always been into health and maintaining her looks and it showed. When we met, she was spending six days a week at the gym, running, swimming, weight training, and doing yoga. After we married, she kept it up for a while, but then work got busy and she started cutting back. She picked it back up when Alex came into the picture about two years ago. She wanted to look good for him. And she did.She saw me staring at her as I walked toward. Parking up, we got out of the car and my friend said "I'll intoduce you, he's alright", As he introduced me we had a chat and a laugh and he said to my friend "I like this guy he's ok". I went outside for a smoke and this girl approached me. She was 19 years old, long dirty blondish hair, 5'5" wearing an off white short skirt, off white top with no bra and an off white jacket.As we were talking she asked for a cigarette, I opened the packet and she took one, lit it and we carried on chatting..