She was however glad of anything that would help her to relax. The minister was to her a big, overpowering man and although his voice was quiet and so...t in his presence she felt fearful and intimidated."Don't worry Felicity, the Communion Cup has only a small amount of wine," Wilson reassured her. "Everything you say and do will be blessed in the Lord's sight, so long as you are in my Church."Felicity brought the golden goblet to her lips and took a tentative sip as she watched the handsome. " Look Lauren, you have to. As a popular cheerleader, you have to go. It's like, required." Look, I don't fucking feel like it okay?" Fine. I was just trying to help you, okay? But you obviously don't want the help..." Rach ... it's not that I don't want the help ... it's just..." What? It's just what?"I was fed up with her at this point. "I was going to explain that I don't want to run into Luke, or see any of the other couples, okay? I feel bad enough as it is, I'm not going to go around. A life needlessly snuffed out. It happens, far too often. We’re killing each other in droves far more efficiently than some vague shadowy organisation that our government scares us with. The car is a most lethal weapon of mass destruction and nothing is being done about this carnage. Sorry, I’m just so angry. He was only 42. I was shocked when I saw Allan’s son at the funeral service. I haven’t seen the boy for at least 4 years. He’s 16 now and is a ringer for his dad. Is it me, or are kids. .. Should I really, or...?" she asked.My heart was racing, and I quickly took some more sips of the wine. We had reached an important crossroad. I could feel it. A decision as to where this would go had to be made."Uhm, I'm not sure," I said. "I have to admit it really turns me on now. However, you heard what she said about him not using certain things and all that. That's... That's totally crazy, isn't it? I mean, you would be going for the real thing, if you know what I mean." Yeah, I know..