.My mind focused and I started to read. It was an except from of ourchats; the chat that made me begin to obsess over him, to needhim....the passage ...ook place after about an hour where we turned eachother on with pictures, dirty talk, and me being captivated by gettinginto his various fetishes which were all about femming a sissy in oftenhard ways (and we were both drinking, I found out later)....I read itto him aloud:DADDY: baby i want you to tell daddy some things that are your. .. though, originally, the plan was to do the exact opposite. She simply lost her inhibitions one night in college, and off she went. Since then she had taken five lovers in eight months. Today I know the average American has nine lovers over the course of their life, but at the time, her total sounded like a lot. I was a virgin (or, eventually, barely-not one), and despite all the research I could do, there was still a lot I didn't know.I also found out that Tina had once weighed quite a bit. "They continued to critique the movies and, before they knew it, a big,black Lincoln Town Car pulled into the driveway."Damn!" Rose stood quickly. "The car is here. I need to change realquickly!"As she ran to her bedroom, Ed teased, "I've never met a woman whocould get changed 'real quick.' I'll tell the guy it'll be an hour."John punched Ed in the arm. "Behave."Ed hugged him tightly and buried his nose in John's hair. "Ohhh,man... I'm going to miss you. I wish you were going to be there totell. How could she be so sure, and then filled with fear. She wanted to be with him, but didn’t know how they could rebuild. Wouldn’t they just sit at home staring at each other without anything to say. Even if they made it work today and tomorrow, what about a year from now, or ten years from now? While she was at home she crossed out another day on her calendar. Four more days. She brought some more things from home to make her stay more comfortable at ‘their’ house. It still felt like it was just.