She knew, as did Jim, she could never explore the depths of her own passion as long as she was afraid to do so. Her drive to remain in control of ever... aspect of love making, as she did in the running of her household, was the outward sign of her fear. She knew this new relationship with Jim had to be built upon her trust, that he understood her needs, and that he desired above all else to please her wildest fantasies. This was the first man in her life that Marie had really trusted not to. "fine but let me sleep" So he crawled in his fathers side , I turned away and tried to fall asleep, it was difficult as the thunder was very load and close,however I did manage to doze off for a little while, I woke up again to a big bang, I realised Shawn had crawled up against me and was spooning with me, "get your grubby hands and body away from me" I thought, I really was repulsed by him, I could here him snoring so I knew he was asleep but at the same time his hand was rubbing up and down. Pratik: thik hai..mai dekhta hu..ek baat bata.Me: Kya?Pratik: tu jhant saaf nahi karti hai kya?Me: Karti hu..Pratik: To itne bade kaise ho gaye hai tere?..aisa lagta hai 6 mahine se nahi saaf ki..Me: haa nahi ki..Pratik: kyu?Me: Last time mujhe hair removal cream se infection ho gaya tha..uske aas pas me zakhm ho gaye the..isliye aise chodh di.Pratik: kiske aas pas?Me: Ab natak mat kar ha…Pratik: Bol na..sharma kya rahi hai?Me: niche vagina k aas pas.Pratik: oye angraz ki aulad…hindi me bol. Me : okay slave now lick my feet and jeans bottom since it is all dirty and listen to my words simultaneously.She started licking my feet.Me : you have a few rules to follow.1. You should always address me as master since you are my slave.2. You should always kneel down like a dog in front of me.3. You should not wear extra cloths other than your inner wear.4. You should not talk without my permission. You should kiss my feet to ask for permission.5. You should obey all my orders without second.