Then she was somewhere between life and something almost like life, but not quite. Then she was awake, but had no idea who she was. Then she was able ...o remember things till she fell asleep, While she slept they all got lost again.All that time I sat outside her door. I sat outside her door, because someone arranged for me to be paid. I also did it because her father got word to me. Either I kept her alive or there would be a reunion in hell shortly after she died. He also had a talk with her. It did me a lot of good and I am sure Jonathan will be a better person for it.” “I am sure you are right,” Jennifer said, not being too sure at all though thought better of it than to say that to her friend yet added, “I recall she gave me quite a number of lessons as well.” Jennifer and Carol had been very close as youngsters, staying at each others houses for maybe a week at a time and had to accept the discipline of the household, hence Jennifer’s several trips across Marion’s lap for. "Marie, what in Heaven's name...?" she said, "What are you doing like that?"I started to answer, I had rehearsed this speech a thousand times in my head but suddenly realised how stupid I was, and what a total fool I was being, expecting it all to go the way it always went in my fantasies. I felt the tears start to trickle down my cheeks as she came closer to me."Oh Mum," I sobbed. "I am so sorry. I just thought if you saw me like this, sexy and helpless, then you would love me the way you. He offered to come to her place but she said that her cousins would be home and they liked music and television so there would be no quiet place to work. His apartment was reachable by public transportation so he gave her the directions.It was warm and she wore very light and casual clothing. It was apparent she did not need a brassiere and he could see her nipples through the thin cotton blouse. Equally as attractive were her little shorts which were a bit clingy while being loose enough that.