So I cried whenever I thought about it and thinking about giving up the baby was something I tried not to do.So where was I?Ok, let’s see, oh yeah t...e fourth party.On the way to the party Tony told us Raymond had elected not to return to our little parties, our demands were too steep for his blood.It rained that night and almost everybody got soaked. Our painted faces ran and were partially washed off and we had clothes hanging all over the house. Wendy and Susie took their boyfriends to. I couldn'tshake these thoughts. During my waking hours I would zone out and thinkabout how I could copy my mothers application of her cosmetics, how Iwould perhaps try something slightly different for my tone andcomplexion. WHAT ON EARTH WAS I THINKING!?? I was a 12 year old boy forgoodness sakes!!! Why was I thinking this way?? I was so confused. Time passed by and my mother reminded my sister that she was lookingafter me that evening whilst her and my father went out to the Legion.I had. That’s better. No wait – better not smile ... the drool is actually hanging all the way from your mouth to your crotch. Erk.“So, I landed on a green square, and what’s this clue? Oh, look on the television, it says ‘object 1’. That means I have to open a box, this box. Now let’s see, I’ll just cut the seal and there... “Oh wow! I was not expecting that. Are those panties? Yes, they are. Pretty pink ones with lace around the waistband. They look a bit like yours honey, I’m sure I’ve seen you in. 'Look all you want, you hussy, you'll never get inside this place'. Can we afford it at all?"Jim kissed her forehead. It was a reassuring gesture that he often used when Rose's past caught up with her and flustered her."Once we buy it, you will belong in here. It's that simple, Rose. It's just a house. It's bigger than most, more solidly built, likely more expensive, but it's a house. You buy it and it's yours to live in." He smiled down at her upturned face. "You'll be the lady looking out of.