She'd been expecting a gentler descent."OWWWW-WWWW-WWW-WW-WWWWWW!" She begins to cry, like a toddler that has fallen after it's first few steps. My fo...t shoots out, finding her neck. I press down onto her throat, cutting off her pathetic display in a choking fit. I press harder."Shut up. You're not hurt, are you?" I emphasize the last two words, framing it as a redundant question. She tries to speak, only to realize she can't. She hurriedly shakes her head. I lift my foot."No what?"Tracy. Listening to the little wind up radio, he hears the news broadcast. A warehouse in Leytonstone east London, believed to be used as a drugs lab, was set ablaze in the early hours of this morning. Six fire engines and over thirty fire fighters tackled the blaze for three hours. Nearby roads have been closed due to the building needing to be demolished. Expect severe delays in surrounding areas."Leytonstone, that's the Stratford crews' manor" he says as a broad smile, like a Cheshire cat, creeps. He kissed me and said "thanks babe" i smiled and was getting to term with someone apart from kye calling me babe i silently thought to my self this isnt the kind of hotel im acustom to staying in. i asked him if he just got out the shower he smiled and nodded his head in the yes direction. we got on the bed and i handed him a botte of coke (the drink not the drug) i opened mine and it fizzed all over me. harvey was laughing so hard he was crying. i asked him in a playful manner "do you think. Iimagined her making me perform oral sex on her -- if she made me, Iwasn't responsible, right?* *Before I turned 18 I got a girlfriend. Kathy French, a bubbly brunette.It was true that I would have preferred a transgender girl, but theyweren't exactly available in the want ads of my morning newspaper.Kathy laughed a lot, and she was pretty. I could do worse.But I do have to admit this. On Saturday nights, when I would park mytruck and we would start to kiss, my mind would wander. I imagined.