He seems nice I heard him telling Uncle that he was lucky to have such a beautiful niece living with him, but Uncle just snorted and carried on drinki...g. I noticed he does that a lot, drink that is. I decide to clean the house up, mum always hated having a dirty house and we used to have fun cleaning. She used to put the music on full blast and we would dance around in our night clothes cleaning and being silly. So turning on kiss FM radio I turn up the volume and began to dance around while I. .. ?Interesting.For the life of me I don't know what's interesting about a middle-class white woman in suburban America.It's not guilt. I just worked that out. I think it's shame; and that burns so much hotter than guilt. If it was just the incident at the kindergarten barbecue, then maybe it would be guilt. Maybe I could deal with that more easily. Heck, maybe I would have forgotten about it by now. Forgotten about her by now.It was the dream; that's what feels shameful ... even though it. ’ I was ready to make it worse, but Jeff jumped in. ‘I’m around you all the time? I work five days out of the seven. My hours are long enough that I rarely get to see you before seven, usually later. ‘Rather that rent a summer place, which either of us could easily afford, you live at your parents’ house so we don’t see each other late at night. ‘I still do some family stuff on weekends, and we invite you because all of us think of you as family. ‘You’ve been home a little over a week from a. Dianna decided to drop it, at that point.Dropping off the two women meant goodbyes to Missy and thanking them for taking Missy and all. Soon Dianna was on her way home with Missy."So how was your Daddy? Did you do much together?" She asked."No, he had 'portant bizness trip." Missy said in 5 year-old speak. "Really! Where did he have to go?" He said out of state, but Gramma said it had something to do with monkeys, I think." The child unknowingly passed on."Did you do ANYTHING with him?" Dianna.