It was the best feeling ever felt at the time. I was then getting off right in front of these people in the Jacuzzi, did they know what I was doing? I...k probably. But I didn't care I just kept pushing my cock against the jet. Then finally after about 2 minutes which felt like forever, I finally had an orgasm. I had no idea what just happen I was only 10 it felt amazing that's all I knew. So every day I went back to that jacuzzi and doing the same thing, most of the time I would try to make it. “Yeah, I do,” I told her. “I don’t think I’ve seen you in lace stockings before.”“Maybe I’ll model them for you sometime,” she said.“Okay. Get undressed,” I told her.“What? Right now?”“Sure, why not?”Elyse shrugged her shoulders. “Well, okay. If you want.”“I do, I do,” I assured her.Elyse kicked her pumps off and pulled her skirt up her thighs. Part of my plan was factored on the fact that she had changed clothes at the store into a long halter-topped sundress. She unclipped the garters and. "Yeah, I guess I could," I told them."Here maybe I can help," said Erika who bent over to suck me. Her mouth was wonderful, she obviously had done this before, I suspect to many, many guys.She lifted up, saying, "You seem pretty hard now, let's see how you jack-off," and she handed me the little bottle of lube. Each young woman was sitting there, legs spread as some rubbed, others fingered, all of us pleasuring ourselves as we watched each other. The room seemed steamy with lust and passion,. Internally, the male and female partsof our bodies and minds are constantly fighting so we never get thatinner peace called contentment.Some of us suppress our need so strongly that we tell the world that weare not transgendered. Yet, we feel a need to crossdress. Some of us mayneed to have someone else tell us, or even force us to crossdress.We hide in other ways, too. Some hide with death. I am proud of thosewho have kept their promise to me not to commit suicide. One recentlyasked me to.