Phoenix said, "Really?" sounding surprised, and a smidgeon happier, so I thought I had eked out at least a partial victory."Absolutely," I said. "All ...our friends are ... um ... inspiring." Don't ask me why I chose that word.Then things got weird again."But not me," said Phoenix."What?" I'm not ... inspiring," she said. Her voice was flat.In case any of you readers out there are males in your early teens ... this is the kind of thing waiting for you when you get involved with girls. They do not. We were now kissing. The silence was heavy, but we didn’t feel it, we were alone in our new world. This was so new to us, we were shaken by uncontrolled movements. We were French kissing, and progressively, we moved towards her bedroom. We shut the door and she pushed me on her bed! I was completely blocked and didn’t know what to do next. My cousin was less shy than me and very fast she unlocked my dress and exposed my breast that was very hard. I hadn’t bra because the dress was studied to. You can call me Sarah she says, and I was just thinking how I am already screwing this up. But we order a few drinks and as we get talking and the drinks start kicking in, I get a bit more relaxed even starting to think of the situation as a date. Sarah is amazingly good looking. Her beautiful blonde hair perfectly framing her pretty face which is dominated by her big seductive mouth, that makes it tingle inside me every time she gives a smile or laugh. Wow I said to myself, thinking of what. 8 inches”“10 INCHES SON! 10 INCHES.”He pulled his shorts down to prove his length. Tommy was never shy about showing me his cock before but considering the sharp detour our relationship had taken, I would’ve thought he’d be a bit more reserved with his actions, but I guess not. I was happy he felt comfortable enough to be himself around me. After all, he was the cockiest person I knew.“I wanna try some stuff with a guy.”“Oh man. Dude, don’t. Just wait a while okay. Maybe it’s a phase.”“Come on.