But, we can fight some large campaigns if they are of the right type. This sort of battle is not a problem, because we have much better training and e...uipment. If the Militarists had spent the right amount of effort in training and equipment, we could never compete with them. I do agree that we are more emotionally inclined to be a police force than an army. I'll seriously look into the problem and get back to you." Meanwhile," said Jim, "I'll contact Jane and tell her to stop building tanks. .. To think that my own sister would play with herself thinking about me. I watched you play with yourself too. I heard you moaning. As he is saying all this he is laying down naked by my side. His right hand fingers are torturing my clit and his other hand is pressing my body against his. I moan...-Listen to me when I speak to you!- He plays with me twice more vigorously- Didnt you want this? Tell me how much you wanted this!Tears are now flowing down my eyes... I am choking on pleasure... my. Then if you’ll be good and listen to me, I’ll explain everything; or if not, as much as I can.”Kim’s voice brought me up short. I was still angry at her, but her tone told me that I needed to suck it back up, and listen to her if I wanted answers. It carried some of the weight that my old platoon commander had used back when I’d been a green recruit. In response I slowed down and did what Kim had said. Silently, I took a seat.Kim got me a coffee and then she refilled her own. She then sat down. I don’t want to be small and dowdy and forgotten. I don’t want to be “her indoors”, shuffling around in tunic tops and A-line skirts, baking endless cakes for “good causes”, popping round for coffee and chatter about houses, gardens, and “how wonderfully Nathan is doing at his new school”. I want to be tall and elegant with platinum blond hair falling about my shoulders. I want to be the Jean Harlow of his office; foundation, powder, eyeliner, mascara, eye shadow and lipstick all perfectly.