But he got me up a few levels and then we had to wait for a while to get more energy to keep doing more of it wow so this is it I said? Hes like yeah ...retty much this Is actraully what I do all day. wow that sounds really boring lol. We sat in silence for a while cuz we never really have anything to say to each other, which is why hes more my brothers friend. Lol but anyways I was back thinking about one of the previous time he had called me out said in the middle of the night or something to. I couldn't survive without him, and that every day was a struggle.I told him that Jim was trying to help, but he could never take his place. He lay there breathing, and for a moment I had a flash of extreme anger that he would leave me alone like this. The moment passed and was replaced with a deep sorrow and guilt for those feelings. Here the love of my life was in a c*** and might not survive, and I had the nerve to be angry at HIM?"Honey, I need you to come back to me. I don't know how much. It was as if we already knew each other well enough to skip all the formalities and requirements of 'getting to know each other.'That became the pattern for the next few weeks. I'd drop by once or twice after work (I rarely scheduled any experiments past six or seven; she had no such inhibitions), and chat with her while she was working in the lab. The conversations usually ran to how she was doing in her classes, commiserating on how few results both of us were getting in our experiments, but. He had pestered her since then to have his brand, till finally she had agreed to a very small one as she believed he was her partner for life and she was so in love. She then told me somewhat tearfully the whole story, He had said he would arrange it and one late evening at the allotments two of his “mates,” had arrived just as they were packing up. They had tea then went to one of the lad`s dads shed on the other side of the gardens the remote end. The smooth talking bunch put a gas blowlamp.