She was, is, not a dyke; she is always the feminine partner inher relationships and always had such lovely clothes which, as statedabove, I was allowe... to wear from time to time.I still carry a torch for her even to this day and would jokingly tellher that I wish I had enough money to get a sex change and become alesbian, and then maybe something serious could come of it between herand me.About five years ago, after we graduated High School, I did give it onelast chance and asked her to our. It was a 5 minute walk to the bus stop, and it was a nice sunnymorning by the time I stood waiting on the number 26 bus into town.Little did I know that with the party over Roger was staring out of hiswindow and watched me walk down the street taking pictures as I walked. Ididn't know it but as I caught the bus he was getting dressed and wastaking my spare key to have a look around my apartment.After a busy day I left work a little earlier and was back home at around6pm. Just as I walked in,. I opened the door and straight away went to my bedroom.. & didn’t even said a word to her.. This continued for 2 days…Finally on the 3rd day she asked me what’s the matter for this weird behavior… I said nothing. She said she has not told last times incident to any one… I felt little relief but didn’t react to her… I was still silent.. She said,“I am sorry, I should not shout at you in this manner”. I just said “Hmm”..She again said sorry and requested me to be normal and forgive.. But my mind. I mean I didn't want to do them then, but now I feel different, and I'm so confused and I don't know what to do. I'm afraid we'll lose control of ourselves and do something I don't want to do. Except I DO want to do it. Except we CAN'T do that. Do you understand?"Phillip did NOT understand exactly what she'd said, but he had already made a hard and fast personal rule, and that was that he would only do things with Amy that she approved ahead of time. He figured that way he couldn't get in.
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