I was so confused, and so conflicted. How could I want another man so badly?Ron had looked on with concern, listening carefully, and yet his hand nev...r left my knee. If anything, as I spoke, his hand started to slide back and forth, caressing my thigh. When I was done, he frowned thoughtfully and then spoke. “If you are worried about discretion, please don’t. I will never say a word to him, or to anyone else at the company. He is a good man and a good manager, and he deserves to be. She had the hubby, the k**s, the job, and the house. Everything a good girl should. She also had one hell of a boring sex life. Sometimes she wondered if her husband had gotten religious and decided sex was only for procreation. She had always wanted to explore more options, but her hubby was too vanilla, and wouldn't give her what she wanted. The only thing holding her back was the fear of pregnancy, but now that barrier was broken. She has been having more and more fun lately on the side.Now,. Sitting down with the cushion she was almost fully dressed again but we all knew what we had seen and the effect it had had. Steve and Graham had retaken their seats, Steve with a look on his face that clearly said he wasn't finished yet and wanted to see more, and Graham with his very visible erection. Andy had gone over to the record player to choose a new record and so I went off to get the drinks.When I returned it was to find Anita being strongly urged to continue playing, they were. My Cal told me . . . eventually . . . but it would have meant the world to me if he’d just said those things months earlier.’ ‘I know,’ Ellen said. ‘I know I must . . . and sometimes I start to . . . but then I just can’t . . .’ ‘You don’t want to make it harder for her? Is that it? Your passing and leaving her behind just when you’d become the greatest of friends? That’s what Cal said—that he didn’t want me to think of him too fondly, to feel the loss too harshly.’ ‘Yes . . . yes, precisely,’.