"She gasped."I've always loved you. Seeing you again suddenly caught me by surprise, with my defences down. I'm sorry. I didn't mean to upset you."She...stared at me like I'd grown three heads."I know you didn't feel the same way about me so I tried to hide it. When we were together at school it was like, I don't know, I got used to the joy and the despair. But just now seeing you after all this time, it was too much, all at once and I couldn't cope."I started to try and stand up, but she. This canyon extended out of sight in both directions.Sarah laughed when she saw my dumbfounded look. "It is spectacular, isn't it? Daddy had great plans for this canyon, but I don't know what will happen now."We turned and followed the cliff north for a couple of miles and came to a beautiful waterfall. At this point, the sun was high enough that we decided to return to the ranch house. The horses were not too tired, so we decided to race. Sarah took of in a blaze of speed, leaving me to run a. “Let me look at your hands,” he asked her. He knew that people with very long ring fingers tended to be sexual roamers. He didn’t mind that for now. He looked at her right palm where there were so many small lines crossing each other it made a “grid”. “You have a grid here,” he indicated. “It’s supposed to mean troubles in life.” “Well, that’s been true. My parents are rich and they took me with them all over the world. It was interesting, but I lost a lot of friends, and that turned me into a. Then he insults my shallow thinking and that confirms I don’t deserve him. But why would that make me angry with him? Because he’s led me to hope, to believe I am good enough for him when I’m really not and all my dreams are going to be crushed. But he really does believe it and it’s his belief that will prevent him from having any thought of dumping me. I had no damn idea. Where is your therapist when you need her? Shit! How do I fix this? I treated him horribly, hurt his feelings over.