I was shocked because she was a friend of my late wife, and I had never had any thoughts about her sexually. Her presence threw me - gone was my confi...ence and bravado. She sensed that I was struggling to interview her."You have a problem interviewing me don't you?" she enquired."Hmmmm ... yes and no" I responded after a few seconds pausing. We just looked at each other fro another minute before I spoke again."I don't honestly think that you will be interested in this job" I finally offered in. She even made some friends that she stills keeps in contact with to this day.The fact that Anna was beautiful on the inside, as well as the outside, was not lost on me. To have searched all my life, and found her living in a country on the other side of the globe, just blew my mind. A part of me worried, that someday, my bubble might just break. Whenever those thoughts came, I tried my best to put them to the back of my mind and to dwell on my present good fortune.Why would I even bring all. I debated on letting my hair down or keeping it in a ponytail. I let it down, and it fell below my shoulders. I brushed my hair furiously as I nervously waited and watched the clock.I went into the living room and waited. Fifty minutes passed, and then it was an hour. Had I scared Ed by being so forward? I stared at my front door, commanding it to open. An hour and twenty minutes passed. I was ready to resign myself to being a damn fool and turn out the outside light and lock the door.I was. You can't keep running and hiding forever." What if they want to bring me back to my sister's house?" My Dad always said that Jim was a good guy, I don't think he would send you back into that environment; but just in case, you won't be here when he and I meet. I'll explain the situation alone first. Then, if it sounds like he will help us, I bring you into the meeting. Sound fair?"Bill nodded, but I could see the concern on his face, as I picked up the phone and dialed the direct.