You don't act like some of the "Desperate Desmonds" that I've been dating. I get the feeling that you are a lot more in control than most guys." Her r...ised eyebrow and crooked smile left me little doubt she was challenging me."Looks can be deceiving," I suggested with a sideways glance."Yeah ... I found that out ... for sure. Somehow, I don't think I'm wrong, though." She had turned toward me and I could clearly see a more confident Charlie.The activity at the bar had tapered off and Lew had. It felt good.It was time that I learned what was bothering Deirdre. Whatever it was that was causing her such anguish, I had to address it. What kind of a lover am I if I can't ease her pain?I held her as we talked. "Dee Dee. What is it that's bothering you? If there's some sort of problem, maybe I can help."She just shook her head."What is it, Deirdre? Do you have a problem? Are you sick?"She sadly smiled and shook her head again."You can't have babies, is that it?"She sat up like a shot.. Didn't I used to have a house? Didn't I have a job? Responsibilities?What am I supposed to be doing? There is certainly more to life, moreto my life anyway, than sitting in a field in the middle of nowhere,ignorant of and apathetic to anything outside of my direct line ofsight.I breathe in. I breathe out. Unimportant. I'm here now, and I'm fine.I cup the back of my head in my hands and close my eyes as I revel inthe sun. I don't know how long I'm in that state, but eventually I. 30 am Dawn went in i waited about 5 mins then went in my self now i had a problem if she looked through the hole she would see me so i went in and stood so she could not see my face if i leaned back i could see in to her i took my cock out and started wanking i could see Dawn watching me then she pulled away i could see her finger her self so i pushed my cock through she tooh hold off it straight away started to wank me then i could feel her breath on me then the warmth off her mouth she was.