After several days of so much attention, getting to pick out everything in my new room, getting brand new clothing and breakfast lunch and dinner with...both parents I thought I was in paradise. Then one night as we shared the same bed my foster parents have sex. The next day my foster mother gets me to agree to do the same thing with my new foster father. It turns out to be the most painful thing I have ever experienced, yet I receive such love and attention for accepting it. And it didnt take. That kind of to-do-list might be still good and useful, but it was very naïve.There is always many things you love to do and then you try your best to do it in your life; unfortunately, most of these things were not in your to-do list. You follows your heart, your feelings. For example, your first kiss with your lover, first long kiss, first touch to your lover's body. I have something I love to do and have fulfilled it since I was a little k**: being naked. I wanted, I tried, and I love in. She could hear Tryne sigh over the phone, "In a manner of speaking. I told him that he would have to settle your prenup if he wanted me to throw the weight of the family's legal team behind him in his recent... unpleasantness. Apparently, he hates the idea of paying you off slightly less than he does that of going to jail." Is he going to jail?" Svetlana asked."Almost certainly," said Tryne. "Did you call me to ask after my father's well being?" No," said Svetlana. "As I said, I need a favor.". I loved the way you looked, loved the way you pulled and stroked, loved how hard and beautiful it was. But I was scared too. Scared at how wrong it was that we should be there like that. Scared at the thought of what others would think. But also, scared at how much I wanted to touch it ... to taste it. I can't believe I'm saying these things now. I do want to see you, as soon as I can. Yours, HotMom p.s. I can't believe you gave me that name!Carly was beside herself. She hesitated, but finally.