..I’d been online for hours, digging farther and farther down into a death penalty rabbit hole.It was getting late, and although I’d taken a handf...l of Xanax, the gentle tyrant of sleep still hadn’t opened his arms. So, I stayed awake, sat by the window, which was wet with breath, and I researched more about executions in China.I found that most executions in communist-era China, still to this day, are carried out by firing squad. Soldiers from the army serving as executioners. The condemned. By then the students had forgotten the questions they meant to ask. For our assignments, to do over the weekend, we were given a disc with various images and we had to combine any three and add text to produce a poster. Su Lee came to me in the cafeteria afterwards. "Steve, I blinked during David's talk and missed half of what he said, would you mind going through it with me sometime?"Jenny, sitting next to me, answered, "Why don't you come to our class this afternoon? I only half understood. We downed our fresh drinks in one gulp and headed back to where we could do what we liked, behind our closed door, this was the kind of sex that tickled me, even the taxi driver was compliant, knowing I was sitting on this black guy's dick in the back of his cab, he had just adjusted his rear view mirror to watch us, while my husband made small talk about football, I smiled inwardly thinking about the football parody, I would be a good goalie, letting everything in, bar the balls, which was. I can get a blowjob any time I want. Hell, your mother is better at that than you”.Her face flushed red with anger and frustration. She had always felt a need to compete with her mother about everything, so it wasn’t surprising that the competitiveness included sex.“I know”, she said, bowing her head in disgrace. “That’s what my ex-boyfriend told me. She had been sucking him off every chance she got. That’s why I moved out. He said he like a suck-n-fuck from an experienced old cougar better.