We had a very nice family life until those urges started again in full force. The reason why is because if finally told my mother about her previous...and how he used to “play” with me. Normally, this would be great to unload this burden, but instead…my mother turned to me and said, “Honey, I already knew.” That moment solidified my utter disregard to sexual normalcy and integrated my sexual deviancy into reality.One night my mother and my new stepfather where watching t.v. in bed. I. So I did and he got his cock out and started wanking. I just looked at it as he did it and I couldn’t believe the size of it. I just kept watching as he was stroking it. I shouted up to him ‘It’s so big. how big is it?’ and he just laughed and said ‘It’s not even fully hard yet‘. My mouth just fell open and he laughed again and said ‘When it’s hard it will be 10 inches long. You like them big darling?’ I just couldn’t reply and watched him wank with my bra showing. My pussy is dripping babe,. I went back and lay down on the cot. I woke to darkness outside. I felt like there were large rodents inside my body, gnawing away. Even the thought of drinking water made me dizzy. I staggered down the street to the Corral.I had to stop every few doors. A cold wind had come up, and I didn't have a coat. I felt like my body was shutting down, as if it had independently decided it didn't want to live like this anymore. At that point, I wasn't going to argue with it.I made it down to the Corral. Then he was before me with his hard cock sticking straight up against his belly. It didn't quite reach his belly button, but it did come close."Get down on your back Joan," Mona rodered me, "He's going to eat your pussy while you suck his cock. That's right lay on the grass."I quickly laid down on the grass and spread my legs for him. He moved over me, his legs straddling my head. His mouth moved to my crotch and then his tongue got busy licking my vaginal lips. My hips started to move of their.