In fact I found that most of the women I met were more concerned on what material things I could supply them with than providing affection. My estimat...on of women plummeted to an extent I classified them all as leeches.So with this frame of mind I applied for a position with a company in the remotest part of Oman where the Muslim faith is strongest. For five years I cut myself off from almost any female contact and accrued more money through good investment and wages that I would be comfortable. He even strokes my breasts as a if to say he knows about my femimalty. I get tingles from him and they seem to pool down to my groin. I want to come but I restrain myself, I want to feel Nimrod come even more.Our rhythm becomes one of us trying to out do the other. I think it is me who comes first after all. Because I start to cry out and next thing I know I am pouring liquid and Nimrod is coming fast behind meWe both collapse together when we are done. Nimrod has collapsed on top of me. Everything else could be replaced. My gun was missing so no reason to look for that now. The couch downstairs, the kitchen upstairs were all smoke damaged but since the stairs were almost gone, I didn't dare go up.I took a moment to stand in my ruined basement and take it all in. The carpet was squishy from the firemen. The baseboards and walls were all wet and now getting moldy. All of the fridges were off so anything in them would be rotten by now. A bit of sadness passed over me. This was my. My mommy and... well... someone who I would give everything for to be my daddy. Thank you god for being kind to mommy. Thank you god for finding me a daddy who loves me and who is not afraid to have sex with me and who has now changed me so my tummy will grow and give him a lovely baby girl...The sun had been obscured by clouds for a while, but now it broke clear and flooded the three naked bodies clasped together on the bed with its warm glow. Their hearts beat together, their chests expanded.