But an impenetrable wall was erected when I tried investigating any of this!"Let it go," I told myself, "Live your own life."As if I needed more repre...sion, I was brought up Catholic and eventually I was married in a Catholic church to the first girl I ever dated.Almost two years later, when Cynthia (my wife) suggested we return to Disneyworld along with her brother (Victor) and his bride (Enke) who would be on their honeymoon, I hesitated, wanting to leave them space, but Cynthia insisted that. " Why?" both of them whined."I had my dick up Amy's heinie and need to clean it off before using it again. Sanitary reasons, I know you'll understand." Hurry dear," Christine said, and I ran into the bathroom, turned on the shower and cleaned my dick as thoroughly as possible with two other people crammed into the shower with me.Once we were all satisfied that I had done a commendable job of cleansing my manhood, Christine was inhaling it while Amy worked a finger into my ass.I had some. I'm sorry, Paige loved that and I loved giving it to her, I wasn't trying to do anything but hold you." She walked her knees over and took me in her arms and hugged me then took my face and kissed me. She said, "Oh God, I'm sorry Paul, I have a problem sometimes feeling trapped. The look on your face says you think you're going to die. I frightened you." "Actually you scared the shit out of me," I said. "Whoa, what a reaction. I didn't expect that, sorry." We kissed and hugged then she turned. You deserve better than that." "I wanted to drag Jim into the woods and jump on him. I wanted to strip him, fold him in my arms, and roll naked in the ocean surf in his arms. But I knew that trying such aggressive sexuality would get me nowhere with Jim." "So you gave up on even trying?" "Well, one night during our Hawaiian second honeymoon, I did try to seduce my husband with my very best blow-job technique. But Jim didn't even get hard in my mouth, the way I like a man to do. And forget about.