After being changed it is worse, much worse. You see after being changed you stay who you are in your mind. Twenty something years of personal history...is very hard to throw away over night. There is no magic to wearing girl's clothes, or to sex, or to hormones. Heck, ask any scientist, hormones may amplify emotions but they do not create them or control them. With time you do adapt to the change, but adaptation does not mean you love it. You keep your old mind but have to act like someone else. We continued to talk idly about the summer formal while we finished ourfood. I would need a dress, which would be found some time over thenext week, by the next weekend at the latest. Sebastian already hadadequate clothing as he had been to several, but promised he would lookhis best. It was at this point Ms Sherrim decided she had kept me longenough and it was time I was getting back to the school."Why don't you escort her on the return trip, Sebastian? You two havegotten along so well so. This new harness was intended to pull something. Karmal lookedaround to see what it was. She was horrified to see that it was a plow. Shewas going to be a plow horse!! The trainer hitched her up. Her arms were tied behind her back. The plowhad a long shaft that extended between her legs. Abu drove her the first round.She was slow and Abu whipped her hard to make her move. Slowly she began tomake way with the plow. After an hour or so Abu stopped her. "Slut youwill plow the field by yourself.. " Oh ... okay..." I said, not sure what else to really say.Paige continued. "Aunt Polly and Uncle Frank have both met him, since they would take April to the park as well. He's a nice guy, and sort of in the same situation as me."I arched an eyebrow at that, inviting her to elaborate."He's only a couple of years older than me. Everett and his girlfriend got pregnant during their senior year at UC Davis, but Gabrielle didn't arrive until they'd graduated. After she was born, her mom just.