"I saw D yesterday," said Jane."Yeah I saw your flowers they were lovely," I replied."It was so hard to see her like that, she's always been so strong...to see her in that bed with all those bandages and pipes and bleeping machines." I know and with her under all those drugs it's like she's not there, an empty shell."Jane squeezed my shoulder, "She's still there just sleeping."I smiled at Jane half heartedly, we got to our class room and sat down. It wasn't long before Mr Griffiths came in but he. I lay there wondering just how many men had videotapes of me today. How many of them were watching it jacking off to it. How many people watched me these last three days? How many of them were women? Did women really enjoy watching me do those things? Will I even shrink back down inside so I can enjoy Clark again? Where was I going to get rid of those rubber dicks? I tossed and turned thinking of all this over and over. I finally thought to myself that if I was going to throw those two things. I am here for a two day training program and this is my time to have some real fun because I can’t really have all those things that I desired all those things that I want for me in my life” and she started looking into my eyes as she said. “Why?” I asked. “Oh! I am a married woman I am 51 though I don’t look that way” (coy) said she. I asked “So?” she said ” I have a family 2 children my husband wouldn’t allow me to have anything like that” and she neared my face with a vulgar smile. I did not. Your eyes staring off into space, as I know you were thinking of Jim. I broke the silence, as your hand touched against my swollen manhood,that pressed up against my pants, moaning softly. you looked into my eyes and smiled. "Hum " you said "what do we have here." looking down at the refection trying to escape. You slowly moved your hand back and forth over me. making sure that I was fully erect. Then without a word you, slid down in the seat. and your hands reach for my zipper and tugged at.