I didn't even think about it. I just took my finger and took a big glob of pre-cum. Then put it in my mouth and cleaned it off. This shocked Kim an... Taylor. Yet my mistress just beamed with happiness. I continued jerking off as my balls got tighter. By the look of Kim and Taylor. They thought I was close to cumming. “What happens if he cums without permission?” Taylor asked.“He gets punished. The punishment really depends on how I feel.” Mistress repleyed.“What punishment does he. ...please be gentle with me, Steve...it is my first time with a man." Don't worry Jaime; I will try to make this a wonderful experience for you."As he did I felt the head of his rod penetrate me and I expanded to take him in. As he pushed in gently I relaxed my self as best I could. Ally was along side me whispering in my ear telling me how hot this was and what a sexy girl I was, and that this was turning her on. Steve continued pushing in a bit and then backing out until I felt his head push. I couldn’t explain why but Lily made me feel uncomfortable. Derek quickly made his excuses and left and as I glanced over at Lily, I saw she seemed to be checking me out. She looked up, smiled and suggested I show her where to get changed into her overalls, since if she was going to be shadowing me, she’d better look the part. As we walked down the corridor, she attempted to reassure me that it was purely a fact-finding exercise and she wouldn’t be interfering with how I ran the team but I was. Not a damn bit. The woman that should have been mine, had dumped me for money. The daughter that was guaranteed to be mine by my ex-fiancée was allowed to be adopted by another guy, a rich guy, I had a record as a murderer. And no kid of my own.Of course, I did have my Sarah, which was kind of a faux-kid, I guess. I mean I could kinda pretend. But, in the end, nada.I wondered if the back stabber would be around like my faux-kid had predicted. And if she did come around what difference would.