" You should. We don't need boys to have our fun. We can just play together."Fuck, she now sounded real serious and it was beginning to scare me. But ... said again with sarcasm, "Okay, sure, like I'm going to touch myself and have it broadcast to another person. Get real."Tara called me out by saying bluntly, "Why not? You do it for me at least once a week."I froze. I knew what she was talking about, but I was hoping and praying she was making this all up. The fact is, I'm very sexual and when. Ginny sniffled. “Because ... it’s too good to be true? Or to last? I mean, it’s exactly what I needed. Being thoroughly loved by two men. It’s just too perfect to last. How could it?”“Because it can,” Eddie said. “Because we like to make you happy, right Joe.”“Yes,” Joe replied. “To tell you the truth, it’s perfect for us as well. You’re like a gift for our friendship. As long as you want to stay, we want you to stay.”“Tell me,” Ginny smiled.“It began with Belle, both Eddie’s and my first. "Its kind of hard to hear through the crowd when I'm not as tall asyou," I said in an almost equally irritated voice.Lucy sighed and changed her pose slightly to appear friendlier in frontmy friends, who stayed gathered behind me in silence."I'm sorry," she said. "I just got really nervous when I saw you in themiddle of that chaos." Thanks for saving us," Ashleigh said from behind me. She had a wrysmile on her face when I looked at her.Lucy smirked back and noticeably calmed down, and then. "I am your girlfriend," she said, a little whimperingly."No, Cindy, I mean a real girlfriend," I said. "I don't mean we have to do everything right away, but you push me away from anything more than a kiss--" Don't you like to kiss?" Sure, but that's not all," I said. "It's just hard to really be boyfriend and girlfriend when you don't trust me enough to let me go any further than that. When you shut me out completely."She looked at me, sort of hurt, and then, like it was the greatest sacrifice.