. her interests, various incidents of her life. Nothing worth mentioning.All the while as she spoke she repeatedly asked when we would reach, i asked ...hy she was asking again and again She denied giving the reason all the time.But when she could no more control, she shyly said she wanted to urinate. And find place. I told her Even i am in urgency but unfortunately no toilets nearby. And the only option is to use an empty bottle and do in it. She clearly was not okay with it, I boldly said I am. .but then I remembered....I'm not a boy anymore.My pathetic crying regained intensity. Marlena helplessly tried to hugmy pain away.Later, Marie came outside holding my baby reins. "We have another bigannouncement to make to the neighbors Kimmy, and this time remember toask for the potty when you need it!"Chapter 4: I ScreamThey told me that sometimes when I was locked in the crib I wouldsuddenly wake up and bolt upright. I would scream like a banshee. Theysaid my eyes were full of fear and. Or I mayneed yours."Her perfume, faint but sultry, stirred yet another set of old memoriesin him. He decided he would be better not to tell Inge that he had metMartha again.Martha watched him go and headed off to a small park along the street.She sat down on one of the benches overlooking the city, but she didnot admire the view, rather, she stared sightlessly into space as iftorn between her past and the future. She felt that strange feelingagain in her mind. She saw and felt conflict, a. "Freddie looked past Jade's shoulder and whispered out to Sam with the same underlining tone he used when he had stood over her before dominating the chizz out of her, "Try not to hurt her Sam."If she had any inclining to perhaps hurt Jade in return to her previous taunts or leaving her temporarily hanging, they were quickly squashed from genuinely being afraid of what he might do to her if she tried.Jade sat up at about a forty-five-degree angle as she braced her hands on Freddie's chest,.