It wasn’t mine, I searched my car and found a phone down the passenger side of my center console. It was Miranda. She asked if I was still close by ...ut I told her I was almost home. We agreed that I would give it back to her tomorrow at work. I ate my dinner, did my elliptical, showered and went to bed. I was just about to fall asl**p when I thought of that picture Miranda showed me. I admit that I masturbated just before going to sl**p sometimes. I went through her pictures and found it. I. .. just a second." She somehow popped off the sofa and dashed to her room. She returned with letters, placed them on the simple wooden coffee table and took one out. It just had her name on the envelope. "His suicide note." You don't have to..." Nonsense. I've read it like a million times." Would you read it to me?" I never read it out loud. It has the voice in my head of Father. I remember his voice: kind of deep and resonant like when he spoke the earth would shake like Zeus and his thunder.". She was sitting in the driver’s seat with the door open and her feet on the pavement, “I think so…uh…uh…I need to call the police.” The other driver was dazed and I think he was drunk. I told her to sit still while I called the police. They came rather quickly and not only ticketed the other driver but hauled his drunken self to jail. The wreckers came for the cars and I introduced myself, “I’m sorry for all you’re trouble. I’m Steven Smith. Can I drop you somewhere?” “Thank you Steven, I’m. I don’t want it to be a mess. I can’t take all the guys.They were excited and in a hurry but I want it to be nice and smooth. I calmed them down and told them some rules to follow. After all, they should listen to their mommas, hahaha.I said, “Everyone will get a chance, don’t be in a hurry or don’t fight for us. Seven guys can share us. I will take four and Sarvani will take three but not at once. In the second round, you can just shift to the other mom if you want to and if you are left with.