An emotional floodgate had been opened. Along with the nostalgia, elation, and frustration that came with seeing Heather’s note, all the other emoti...ns I’d been holding back for months also reared up. Those checks and balances that I’d so carefully built up to suppress unwanted feelings were now swept away, like a toothpick pier by a raging sea. I was left flailing vaguely at the torrent flowing through me.I hurried back to camp, driven by an overwhelming need to talk to Lara. I was suddenly. My hands wandering up and down until I was startled back to reality by the sound of the bed turning off. I quickly dressed and left.I didn’t want to go home, not yet so I drove to a remote area where I knew I would be alone. My body was hot from tanning, but inside as well from my thoughts of him. I got out of the car, lit a cigarette and drew in a deep breathe and let it out hard. The crisp night air caused my skin to tingle. I threw down the cig on the ground and lifted myself up onto the. He wanted me to come to his office one evening, dressed in my sexiestsecretary look.He told me that it had long been his fantasy to have a t-girl around theoffice that would serve him in more ways than one!It sounded absolutely thrilling and I knew immediately just whichclothes would fit the bill. It was a definite date, one that we couldarrange in detail over the next few days by SMS messages.THE BIG NIGHT.I was so looking forward to this evening, I spent the whole afternoon inthe bath soaking. I have no idea when the pass will be open. Everything will depend upon the weather.”We left the conversation at that point. There wasn’t anything any of us could really say, other than it sucked! It had to be done, though, and there was no way of knowing how it would play out in the end. For the time being we’d let the matter lie. As always, there were other worries to address and other concerns to focus on.Sickness was a major concern in the cave, and one that took up a lot of Clara’s time..