I served it whilst she was gone, andwas putting it on the table the table when mum walked back into the room.The smile she gave me made my heart skip ... beat. She looked at the tableand saw that I had done a wonderful job. She came up to me and moving rightup to me, she hooked her arm around my waist and pulled me close to herside. We looked at the dinner together and mum turned to me and said, "Ican't tell you how much I missed you and how happy and proud you make me."Mum leaned over to me and. But after our times it was so confusing i would just find myself wanting him again and again. I decided to explore my new life and see where it led me. i joined dating sites and visited the local gay area by me. this was so new to me and was quite shocking i had gone to a straight anti gay person to a near cock craving mess. I was so confused and it was scary how this had taken over me. well one night i visited this local gay bar by me and after an hour i got taking with this guy we got. This party was at Paul and Jenny's place and as usual the booze was flowing like water, I was with Jimmy my boyfriend, Lisa and Karen were together in a big old chair and Sheila was sitting with her boyfriend Michael on the floor, Paul is my brother, older my three minutes so as you would imagine, we're close.He was quite drunk as always at these parties and Jenny wasn't far behind, they were dancing together in the middle of the floor, smooching would probably be a better word, he had both. With her mothers tacit approval Jane was able to wear her bikini under a large mans T shirt at a pool birthday party for Matt and Frank the twins next door. * * * It was after eleven pm when Jane padded barefoot across the patio to the dogs kennel. All she wore was the T shirt she wore at the party. He mother after too many cocktails snored in her bed. Susan was a dark sheet covered lump in her room. After the painful surprise that day, after some thought Jane realized she liked what.