I fumbled in the darkness for the headphones I kept on my bedside table, hoping that listening to music would be enough to drown them out.Bing! I coul... almost hear the sound of a good idea coming into my head, I could almost see the glow of the little lightbulb, I could almost feel the heat from it. I smiled to myself in the darkness.I flicked on the stereo, turning everything up to maximum volume. A tsunami of sound fell from the speakers, the music loudly pouring out. Two could play at this. 5″ inch ka lund dekhkar uski ankhe fat gayi me shayad usne pahle itna lamba lundhahi dekha tha me janbujkar dhyan t.v. ki taraf laga raha tha ab to anty ko bhi mujse chudai ka man ho raha tha uski ankhe nashili ho rahi thi usne apne hatho me news paper liya aur niche se mere lund ko dekh rahi aur ek hath se apne boobs daba rahi thi jo news paper samne hone se muje dikh nahi raha tha.Rat ko khana khane ke bad hum t.v. dekh rahe the usne mujse kaha meri skin bilkul rukhi sukhi ho gayi hai to. With there advice I picked out a blue floral dress. I made the purchase and we left the store.Our next stop was at a woman's shoe store. We browsed shoes for a little bit. Then again Melissa asked the salesman if he could find me a pair of heels that would fit me. He brought out several pair and I tried them on. He kept glancing at Melissa. After trying on several pairs of heels and walked around in them I settled on a black, short heeled pair. We made the purchase and he kept looking at. That was all right with me--collegiate bureaucracy didn't agree with my disposition. It made me want to punch people or test an axe handle to destruction.It was the spring of 1992 that I drove back to the farm to help out. Mom and dad had a lot more gray hair and moved a lot slower. Uncle Walt had a run-in with a plow and lost. He was living in town in a nursing home. He'd never walk again. Once I came back I made sure that he made it to the table for Sunday dinners. He bitched a lot about it,.