"She sighed as if she were the martyr bearing her cross and ignored my comment."Well, are you free?" No. I'm doing my hair." I expect you to be here a... seven. Dress is casual. And, bring me flowers."I did not reply. She waited ten seconds and disconnected. Rude? Yes. Typical? Yes. Twice I received messages from her on my voice mail confirming Friday night. Each time, I left her a voice mail message saying, "Not only no, hell no!" Friday at five my phone rang."Jack, are you coming?" No,. To say I was nervous was an understatment! By the time I got there I had convinced myself that he would turn out to this 50+ guy, probably overwieght and bald lol, but I didn't care! Nothing ventured nothing gained is my motto!Was I surpsrised when the guy from the photo showed up! He was everything he said he was and more! I couldn't have been happier! We chatted for a bit in the shop and then he invited me back to his place, which we went and as I sat on the couch he left to grab his sister's. ‘And now,’ Kobutsu says, ‘let your thoughts and your will flow into the tulpa. Let it become the new self, the perfected self inside you released and reborn.’ I almost choke. I suddenly realize that I don’t know what the perfected self inside me looks like. I don’t know who she is. I imagine she’s prettier than I am, with bigger tits (I’ve always wished I were a cup size larger) but I don’t have the slightest clue what an enlightened Gaia would be like. I always just assumed that was what the. Thanks for calling. I'll try my best not to disappoint you." Stacy laughed. I liked hearing her laugh again. I was already excited at the prospect of being with her again."Virginia wants you to call her, just as soon as we hang up from this call."I quickly dialed Ginny's number. She answered on the first ring."Hello?" Hi, Gin, it's Gary." Did you already talk with Stacy? How did things end up?" We talked, and we're going out on Saturday." Can you and I go out this Friday? I promise I'll suck.