" Bebe felt the older man squeeze her arm and say'congratulations' on the way past, but things were still unfocused.In the wings, someone handed her a...small cup of water, which helped hertremendously. Just the touch of the fluid to her lips helped revive her andturn her brain back on."The nominees for 'Outstanding Actor in a Dramatic Series' are..."She turned to listen, but someone told her that she needed to move to apress area. Whoever it was started to pull her arm, but she stopped andsaid. We got into my car and Ross had stumbled into the back seat half drunk, half asleep, Fiona though seemed fine though and sat next to me in the front. I’m so sorry she said as we drove, it’s OK I said, she wasn’t my type anyway.I pulled onto their drive they said I should come in for coffee, I was pretty tied so I thought ok, just a quick one so I can stay awake to get home. Ross put the kettle on and we all sat on their big leather sofa and we all relaxed a bit and I began to see the funny side. Just don't expect a birthday card from either of them thisyear."I don't know if I want to laugh or cry. Removing the threat of a jailsentence has left the way clear for the full force of my guilt to wash overme."I think I need a cigarette after that," I mumble."I imagine you do. But you're not having one. Not in your condition."Something else to brighten my day."Yeah, I suppose you're right. Okay, so what's the plan? I mean I can't goback to Northcroft, obviously." We thought you might help us. “I’ll miss you too, and you too.” He kissed their baby Aleph, who was in Natalie’s arms, on the forehead before kissing Natalie and leaving.She waved her son’s hand as Benjamin got in his car and headed towards the airport. Natalie re-entered the house and put the c***d into his crib. Suddenly, a sound came from the kitchen. She walked in and found her husband’s cell phone going off. Curious as to who was texting him, she picked up the phone and saw the name “Jenni” pop up.“Who is Jenni?” She.