She entered the room and was as radiant and excited as I remember from our first night. Her jeans fit like a glove and showed just a hint of the sexy ...anties she picked out just for me. As we met on the bed, her lips found mine and I knew that I was in for an adventure of a lifetime. Mandy’s eyes sparkled with lust, her kissing turned from passionate to hungry and wanting. I met her desire with desire of my own. I grabbed her ass with one hand and caressed her perky size 32 tits with the other.. Serve her. Please her and be pleased likewise. And, most of all, I want to get to that point where I can choose, where I have a choice again. It's all easier, now that I know there is such a point.I'm fuming, mad and angry at her for being ignored and left out as I watch them leaving, trying to rub my pussy on the chair's padding, of course in vain.But gradually the anger recedes and I calm down. True, I'd still like some good sex, with either of the three, but I obviously won't get that, not. We were kind of hoping that the crowd in the hallway would die down as some of the other guests made their way back outside to the fire pit…and I heard the host say that she was about to open the Jacuzzi as well. I got my balance and we headed back into the till crowded hallway and made our way to the front door. The rush of cold air felt great…and I leaned against the car and had a smoke. Then I just needed to sit down so we got inside the car. My cell phone started to ring. It was my present. I couldn't help but say "yes" when he asked me to marry him. The fact that our marriage has lasted a few years now should be some kind of record given John's history with women after Lorraine.I didn't plan to start having sex with Matt. In fact, I thought he was kind of arrogant when I first met him. Yet, at times I would watch him with his friends and he seemed funny and polite and nice. That's when I first suspected it might be a front. Physically, I always found Matt kind of hot. This was.